A Stubby Pro

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:41:34 GMT

ahhhhhhhhh usc is fun, but im so buisy all day everyday!11111

im burnt out.

i get to be camera assistant for the lakers play off game on thursday~! im excited about that!

screen writing is very hard!

girls are weird, kinda, i just don't have time for them, therefore long distance relationships are convenient.

i think im going to coachella on sunday

im gonna be a producer for a film next semester, i dont know which one to choose.

im in a mental purgatory

i hate it.

food, drink and running hopefully will help.

good night.

I MET SPIKE LEE!

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:21:26 GMT

soooo ive been not sleeping and working hard!!
i love usc so its worth it

I MET SPIKE LEE YESTERDAY!!!

hes short, 5' 8' and really down to earth and nice, no body gaurds or anything, he spoke at my school, gave film advice, talked about katrina and afterwardws i met him, and got a pic with him!

sweet!

okay night!

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:21:14 GMT

go go congratulator!

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:57:46 GMT

i love sufjan stevens late late at night, it makes me remember what is important, the lyrics are about such smple things, and they are so true and touching, it really gives me inspiration toward what i should make with my films. of coarse i also have an inner need to actually make large films, maybe a combo of the two, perfect!

I love you all! well the ones i know, , the ones from encinitas,you know who you are
:)

cute sororities arnt indie,but cute art majors are!!!!!

i met the director of Amelie the otehr day, hes funny, the picture is on my myspace.

abraham lincoln was the great emansapator!

im finally getting to a peaceful place here at usc, i wana stay like this, i know it wont last, haha as i write this i got a text message, peace now gone.

come back soon!

USC is great! buttttt....i was made fun of today by my professor in my class of 300 kids

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:15:49 GMT

soo long time no post, as always!!

well usc is fun now, at first it was a little lonely and shocking, but now i know the ropes and really like it!!

im finishing up my 4th film of the year, im pretty happy with this one, its like a modern opera, haha sounds funny.

soo much crazy stuff has happened since ive been here!! i went to the jules verne film festival and met Harrison Ford and Jane Goodall. Ive had tons of lectures from academy award winners

ohh and today, in my class of 300 students, my professor drew caper asked some questions and i knew the answer so i raised my hand and answered, little did i know that was the beginning of my demise!! after that one good answer, he kept calling on me, agian, and agian, out of 300 kids, and then i got an answer really wrong (noone else knew the answer), and in my class of 300 students my professor Dr. Drew Casper yelled at me, and made fun of me for 10 mintues, literally, and continually through out the 2 hour long lecture, i was kinda in shock and really angry and uncomfortable, i kinda wanted to kill him,, during the break in class before they screened the film, he appologized to me. i was really saddened by the whole thing, but on the other hand, that teacher, drew casper , he is the 2nd highest proffesor in the nation, he makes 1 million a year! from my school, and now i have a story to tell about how mean he was to me. after he appologized i told him i was planning on having my father come to one of the classes i have with him on wednesday, its a hitchcock class, he understood i was actually fan of his and he felt like shit, hurra! haha, i just hope he doesnt try to humiliate me again tomorrow,

well im glad thats over. now i need to finish this film. i dont have a name for it. maybe immonent domaine, or however you spell that.

good night!

First day of coachella!! the 29th was soo good!!

Tue, 02 May 2006 05:37:09 GMT

OHH MANNN!!! April 29th 2006, SO THis was the best day of my life!!! it started with me getting a great breakfast burrito, then i met up with busby and faith and kelly at my house and we headed off to coachella! we went to oside first so i could buy a ticket off this cool guy, then we found a little bug in the car we named coachella 2, then busby realized he forgot his ticket, so we got off the 15 freeway and went to a rendon huge house and asked to use their internet to print his ticket, they said they had no internet, so we went to another house, they had internet, haha, this was amazing (asking strangers to use their computer:)) so then we mad eit to coachella, and poured water on our heads int eh parking lot cause it was sooo hott, then we got in and saw the amazing huge crowds of 85,000 people, amazing! then we saw wolfmother, which was fun, then moved up inside the tent and had good seats for clap your hands say yeah, then we hop skipped and jumped to see deerhoof, then i bought 3 shirts, a kanye west one, a Daft Punk tour shirt, and a coachella one, $75! then, i saw kanye west perfonr, super fun!! i was throwing up my Rocka Diamond, then we had good seats for Sigur Ros, the lead singer seemed nervious at he beginning though, then we wondered and i almost got lost, and then we saw carl cox, who was good, i dances for an hour and got really hottt, then rested while a bad british mc talked over a dj, then WE SAW DAFT PUNK IN CONCERT!!!, this was the best momnet ever!! i was soo happy, and blissful!! they were soo good!! and had the craziest light show, they performed in a pyramid that was bmade of LCD screen!! , they first came in with the alien sounds from close incounrter of the 3rd kind, rad! and they played ONE MORE TIME!!
soo fun, i got home at 430 i think, super tired but i could be happier with that perfect day!!:) i wanna go every year to coachella!

the volvoooooo

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 02:05:15 GMT

soo i got the car back from the mechanic, the old volvo, and it passed smog! which is good

but haha, he said it should be donated, because it is unsafe, only cause the tires and brakes are all worn out, and he says its a junker, but it looks nice, and drives, and i only want it for a little while, so my plan is to put new brake pads in, and new tires, and drive it into the ground:)

then ill buy a new one:)

good plan!

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 05:47:27 GMT

wow i didnt check live journal in 2 weeks and soo much stuff has happend to everyone...

well i got a free car yesterday!!! a sweet volvo!! ohh yeah!

i spent a lotta money and now its alll clean and pretty1
i need name for it,

good day keep coming,

i got another hookaj too, i think thats 5

no more, well for a while anyways,

but this one has custume made parts for it, its freaking amazing!! like a glass bowl, ohh man,

but yes, girls are good, in and out as always, i like where i am right now,

im gonna go to coachella i think with some friends and try to sneeeaakkkk innnn --SHHHH!!!!

i have to see daft PUNK!! it required

i saw that movie captain milk shake, forthe first time, and basically everyone i know , well young peeps, and carlys mom, will loove this movie, super indie and real, and it takes place in sd, and it got an R rating well for a couple reasons, but one is because they show lots of people smmoking weeeddd and there is no negative consequence, and this was made in 1969, way ahead of its time, there are a lotta phsychodelic scenes in it, they would be fun to watch while

so schools going good, i crammed for a test today and did wellll, i dont like communications, but ohh well, soon over with.

Tyler jackson came back and came w miles and 2 japanese exchange student girls , those 2 girls are wayyy cuuutee!! and Miha especially, anyways, i made friends and now i have a tour guide/ place to stay in japan, i dunno when ill go, but thats good to know i have a friend there :)

ok good night, longgg day tomorrw,

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 00:42:53 GMT

WHose comin with meee?????!!!

IM friends with these peeps, so im going, you folks are on spring break, so you should come tooo!!!

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 09:48:24 GMT

okkkkkkkkkk

so today was probably a near perfect day!

i woke up , went to art class, had fun, talked to my teacher and she is going to try to get my art ( videos ive made recently , artsy stuff) might go up int he mira costa galleryy

so rad!

tehn i deposited money into 2 banks always cool

then i took jesse hanna to ricos, and i ate 1.5 justin gurritos, soo filling!!!

then i went ot my intership at on eproductions WHERE GET THIS!!
i pitched a film idea i had to the main owner of the building and the boss totally digged it!!!
im gonna now write it and hes gonna back me up all the way!!!
My story is well on its way to become a real feature film!!!!
soo crazzyy!!!

and thennnnn i ate a california burrito from mexico viejo

then i went to jesses

then we watched some UFC randomness, good man time, haha

then we went to an amazing house in leucadia, and this kid had a perfect hookah room shack thing int he back yard, with a ton of pillows around the walls, and glowing stars, radd!!
then went to filis and had a potential akward moment , then had filis food,
THat is 3 mexican restaurants in one day!

today is sooooo goood!!!

and tomorrrow will be great too, but i have a lotta work to dooo!!

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 09:20:45 GMT

I went to jason penharlows 20th b day perty today

We pilles 11 kids including me in my moms 1992 (i think thats the year) Crystler town and country, haha.
We drove down on the I-5 to the 56 and went to a Thai fod restaurante.

I ate duck for the first time!
I liked it a lot, its as Justin ross said, a better chicken.

Then we came home, I was gonna hang out with michelle, a beautiful girl, who BTW is the lead singer of the lost prophets ex gf, that means im rad, hahhaha, ill see her tomorrow instead

I turned 20 tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got a sweet text from red
I danced to celebrate my age
Talked for a while to jesse Hannah which was really nice
And enjoyed my very fast passing life

I love life

mexico this weekend! yay!

i cant believe this is gonna be a film!

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 12:40:56 GMT

i met one of these film makers today,
he made the yakimoto and worked on the rest

but the films are rad!!
but they are trying to collect funds to make How to be Emo an actual feature film
soo funny

if they get the funds im gonna try to work on that

i think the story is about a popular guy who falls for a emo girl
so the guy tries to become emo
but the emos kids dont want to let him
i dunno

jordan showed me the trailor only once

Jordan also told me not to go to film school
and just to start working
as i already am
but when i graduate from college
i can join a film makers union in hollywood cause my pal abe martinez
so i wont have to be a starving film maker
so school i go

i think i might go to sfsu
if i dont get into ucla or usc
which i probably will

i made it to the presidents list at my school
im proud, haha
less then 5% made it, its fr good grades

well check out the web site of this film if you wanna

whatsemo.com

ill be high class at a film premiere tomorrow
ill be hot shiiiiizz

why did i listen to the teachers?

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 10:50:55 GMT

I want to be mentally challenged

i wish i was going into a field like engineering, where i would need to solve problems and know mathmatical equations
sure im creative and want to do film
bu i also want to have the mental difficulty in there
i just feel that al through school i was told that i wasnt smart enough
but now im in college and i get great grades and i now know i am smart and can really do anything
i only wish i never listened to the teachers, fuck them!
oh coarse the mental challenging can be introduced with everyday life and few careers really pressent such a challange, however, i wonder if film is the best place for me to put my lifes effort and time

im young and i can still do anything,
film is exciting and has endless possibilities,
and i can always write films which allows me to contemplate any issue or situation to its full extent, hense the mental challange,
i think its cause i got into SDSU today for film
ohh yeah i got in, yay!
but yeah, when ever i get what i want , i nolonger need it,

i enjoy the quite now,

i always play loud music and sit uncomfortably in chairs, but i now can appreciate silence and comfort.

we left half way through a play tonight, i lied it, my parents didnt, i felt rude, but it was ok cause i got to go to justins.

i should probably get a journal so i dont have to vent life to everyone i know,
but at the same time i like that
everyone who reads this is my friend, and its nice to know my thought might be read,
rather than stay in a cold book by my bed, something i will never look at agian nor will anyone else
until they make the documentary on my life and then discover

good night

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 19:55:44 GMT

today is a better day

invisible children.com

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:06:26 GMT

i just saw invisible children for the second time
really sad
i wanna make films like that
if i made that it would be way better
i dont like how they say kids in ugonda dont cry
then later they show a kid crying
besides that its ok for an amature film

kinda shitty
the girl i liked was great cause she wasnt searuh, and she didnt seem like a hurter like searuh

now the girl i liked is just like searuh
an i am hurt

i like how i complain about life after seeing invisible children , ikinda rediculous

i was a model today
and im gonna be a model tomrrow morning
for 2 different photgraphers
im excited as to how there gonna turn out

i want a girl who lives close, and can be stable for more then a month
that seems to be the time limit
after a month its done

and im always too nice to be a dick when they hurt me
i guess thats good
but im actually getting better at confronting people on thinmgs

im filming all day tomorrow
so im gonna be super tired
so good night.

A Stubby Pro: later dude

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 08:22:13 GMT

so basically i know

see, my dads best friends dad, his friend is under that blanket

but here is the story
that is not Homer Van Meter, a very famous gangster who was murdered.

the man i know was the photographer, and when he showed up on the scene, the body of homer van meter was already gone, so the photographer went under the bloody blanket and then had his picture taked

when you look homer van meter up in the history books and google, you get this image of his death, but its not really homer van meter

and noone know

except me, and now you

so you are now special

this day turned out to be ok

but besides taht its been nothing but SHIT!!!!!!!
FUCK!

but i made it through

i hate girls

all of them

excpet you

i havnt had a good talk in forever, and my talking girl and i are no more then good friends who live far away with feeling now, so fuck life,

i think my language has become inceasingly vulgar. sorry for my bad french.

BUt on a cool note, i mad emoney today, and im one of the main editors and graphic designers for trying to raise 20 million dollars for a new movie a company i work for is making, i swear ever cool person will love this movie
its about a guy who is his own government, he doesnt take shit from noone, he can go anywehre and noone can stop him, hes been in jail 40 times and has saved 1000s of peoples lives by giving prisoners and people without papers papers, he had a following of 20000 at one time in france, and im gonna meet him soon, Gary davis, the life story, or some thing

should be sweet, the director said i look like him, i got all excited hoping i might be offered a roll, but then reolized ive never acted before, but still, fingers crossed haha

for such a rad person, i dont know why certain people dont seem to like me as much as they should.
im soo humble, and good looking.

my sister is getting married in august, im gonna be a grooms men, should be snazzy, with my chocolate brown suit or somehting along those lines.

i need to hang out with artsy people , not cause im an eletist r anyhting like that, but i wanna have some crative feedback, people who get stoked on art and stories and characters and all that, i dont have that anymore, i wonder if a ever did.

when you laugh, the world laughs with you
when you cry you cry alone

good night

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 09:58:27 GMT

interview monday to be an editor on an actual movie, i think ill get it, , but the people ill work with are crazy people, but all for peace, and they seem nice, hahahah, i will have to kinda fkae my way thoguh this a lil, but they love me, and ill get the job, i just hope this film has as much potential as it seems, its the life story i think life story, well at least the cool part, of gary anderson's life, he has his own world government, hes really crazy, look him up. ill let you know more about him later, i put something up on myspace, like a bulletin, kinda about his life if you wanna find out,

and has anyone seen little ninjas? ohhhhhh kill that movie, worst ever made, busby knew someone in it, so we watched it, i almost cried it was so bad

i mean look at that, soo bad, kinda looks funny, but really soo bad, im sure ill end up seeing it 5 more times because its so bad, that tends to happen.

ive had the same net flix for ever, i need to watch these movies, too bad laurance of arabia if 4 hours long, ahh

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 10:23:59 GMT

well i officially like poker, texas hold em, i learned it last night, finally, and then won the whole thing tonight, luck and cause we went all in, but still won,

soo my sisters getting married, and shes turned into a crazed freak, she is telling my parents that they cant invite their best friends to the wedding cause then she wont have room for all 150 of her friends, she also told me i could have a date or a single person, i asked for eric leonhard, she said no, yeah shes a bitch, bbut she wont have the final say, shes not paying for it so, oh she just got back from ecuador too, it looks so pretty there, id like to buy land there soon,when i have been 30 for 35 days. amy did bring me even a crappy little key chain from their, i mean she bought herself a ton of stuff, and she knows i love pressents from foreign countries, no matter how big or small or free, even a film canister full of the sand from there, i dunno, shes changing, wierd. poor andrew (fiance), maybe not, but i hope she doesnt treat him like she does the rest of her family, sometimes i should say.

but i love her

but i have to wake up tomorrow, yuck, off to bed,

ohh im making a sweet new music video, i gt a lot of old footager from the 50's of new york and disney land and other places and im getting sent footage from all over europe, from andersons tours, and im gonna make a video using realllyyy old film trhats all sratchy (i love that look the most)and on the road footage stuff.

ok bye.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 09:19:57 GMT

P.M.S., why can it be an excuse for everything? Bah!

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 22:03:19 GMT

I really love life

im glad im really happy again, infact i think i am more confident and happier then maybe ever?

i dunno, but i feel like a new person, this winter break has been nothing but almost perfect,

i cant wait for the future, haha and more rave, i didnt know i would love them so much, but i do oh if you didnt know i went to together as one the rave in the la sorts arena on new years, suuuper fun,
i want to get some new shoes, i love shoes, and new clothes, but i already have so many, yeah but i dont care, i want them

i might go see munich today, i saw pride and prejudice last night, it was really well made, alittle hard to watch at times, but besides that really nice, one absolutly amazing shot where its the girls dream, youll have to see it, well have a good day everyone, thanks God for making life so rad right now.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 10:03:35 GMT

i cant wait for new years, the huge rave thing in LA at the sports arena, its gonna be t e biggest thing ever, i cant wait, pual van dyke will be there and ahh, so crazy

i keep having the feelng that i have something to do, but then i cant think of anything, i think i am stuck in the busy mode from school and all and now im on a break from school and work, i feel lazy. but ill write, im gonna meet at panikan tomorrow i hope with brandon and shaun, i came up with 2 new ideas for short films, they are mainly about relationships and people , i think thats what i reall ylike right now in terms of films, like thumb sucker, and garden state and i heart huckabees(although that has some philosophy), but movies about poeple and issues and love and hate, and forgivness and life. thats what i think makes films i guess matter, maybe, i dunno thats a little grandious, but these films are also films that i know i can make, no special effects really requireds sort of thing, just good writing and acting, i think i have those covered for now.

jesse hannah has mono, i went to explosions in the sky with him last week, or this week actually, but anyways, we shared a horchada from a really great authentic mexican food restaurant in the heart of hunington beach , well i dunno about the heart, like the mexican area, and sooo good, but i hope , pray , i dont get mono, that would be my end. im too bust for that. i am getting sick, i just hope its not mono, i should sleep, if im sick.

i bought my second xmas pressent for someone today, it was a kanye west shirt for austen, i almost didnt buy him a gift, cause i kinda hate him right now, he copied some of my work in philosophy cause he was lazy, and then i got a zero, so my grade dropped from an a to a b. but he texted me saying he had a great pressent for me, and asked when he could drop it off. he doesnt get that when someones over you, or mad, not to talk to them for a little while, but i was like, quick buy pressent online, then text back,ohh yeah man, yours is on the way here, so when i get mine we can trade, i just hope it gets ehre soon, i doubt it will, busy time of year... i think he will just drop his pressent off tomorrow for me... its gonna be akward having to talk to him, last time i talked to him i was yelling at him for being so lazy, i think i spent way too much time with him this semewster, he did freaking live at my house, man thats done, finally.....

merry christmas and holidays everyone.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 11:32:54 GMT

explosions in the sky!!!

one of the best shows ive seen, ever, super small venue, great opening groups

fun night, staying in la

blue bonet

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:44:44 GMT

so i just fineshed my second final, for psychology, i am on the verge of a c/b, i hate that, i could have done better, ahhh,

but im happy about psychology right now because, wel ive been depressed in waves lately, but in psychology i learned all about how its not situations that truely determine how happy a person is, but rather the persons evaluations of situations that is the primary factor in happiness. soo i say fuck the problems, they are nothing, life is long, these events are short, life is short live for every moment, i serve a purpose and dont purposely serve.

well i try to say this, i thnk this break is going to be a recooping time for me. i will get back on my feet agian, be happy agian,

learning about PTSD, post tramatic stress disorder, it seems that heart break can cause minor or more levels of ptsd. with its flashbacks and avoidance and anxiety.

ive scared myself lately, i think its cause ive been on a concerta binge and not sleeping for 2 days r more, but at times im so happy and energetic, but then when i start to slow down, i become almost paralized by depression, i think its the drugs, garden state style maybe, but we will see.

some dick gave me terrible review about some of my videos, and i try to say that i dont care, or that thats is one mans oppinion, or that hes jelous ,etc. but like steve zissou says, it hurts. and then i become all self conscious about my future. although the reviews were kinda off base, one video was of just random stuff and he said it was immature or something, but it was suppose to be unseriouse, the other review was that my video was meaningless, but the thing was i mad the video to have no meaning, like a expressionism kinda thing, i really did, so i dont get what that guy wwants, even though all that, i still was pissed, i guess i better get use to it if i wanna do this for a living.

explosions in the sky, making a film or 2, working with cool camera guys, and relaxing are my goals for break. except for the relaxation, i always feel like its a waist of time, being lazy, i dunno.

i think im gonnabe fine, i tend to recoup and all.

He is the Zissou

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 11:21:19 GMT

So all i need to do is survive 3 more days of school and im on break, 6 long weeks of nothing. besides a lot of stuff.

So tyler jackson and i are gonna go to LA for new years, we are going to a huge dance party at the la sports arena at this thing http://www.newyearsevela.com/#, im super excited, i just hope i wake up in a reasonable place on new years day.

I went to a bon fire tongiht, and MC jagger was there, of course. Does anyone know his real name, i like the guy , but as a story teller he needs some new tales. and he doesnt know anyones name, of coarse right now i am complaining about a bum , so nm.

If i dont get into USC i think ill go to san fran state, unless i get into uclka, or san diego state, actually sdsu and sfsu are a tie.

i wonder what i will do for money next year, i hope i can get an editing job or cameraman job some where, i cant go back to Pizza hut kinda crap, although the people at those jobs are more fun usually. but the money makes up for that.

i dont know why i am up so late, i have a lot of work to do, does anyone else do this, where for some reason they watch the clock tick while not sleeping but knowing they should, is this considered insomnia?

i ran over a cat a week or two ago, it was already dead, but still very gross and sad, i thought it was a possum until i got to the top of tylers drive way and his mom was crying about the neighbors cat getting killed. ackward momments are fun.

i miss the poly phonic spree, i have a goal to see them in concert.

i took concerta the other day and stayed up till 4am doing school work, i didnt sleep the whole night just staired at the clealing feeling sorry for myself in the whole searuh situation, them i got out bed and took a test, and then came hope and crashed, i hate the depression that comes from tat stuff, its paralizing physically, yuck.

I went to the mid night show of Chornicles of narnia, the loin witch and the wardrobe, and i must say it was to a tie. I really enjoyed it, good casting of teh characters, and it was pretty magic, i only wish it was longer, i love the human interactions witht he animals, more movies need to do that.

for my application to USC one of my teachers had me write up my own letter of reccomendation that she would sign, that was a wierd process, but i do sound like the best student alive.

I wonder if my sister and i will ever be friends, she has always been TC since i was 5 i think, maybe even younger, its too bad, i think we are making progress, i saw her twice today, but both times she told me what to do with my life, shes nice like that.

well now i decide if i go to bed, or stay up and do some school work, its strange, the second i think of school work i become tired, thats sad and annoying, but hopefully helpful in falling asleep,

hope you enjoyed my random insomnia spree of posting. I love you all.

Ahh no more applications please

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 07:18:41 GMT

Sooo, i just fineshed the application for UCLA, well the first part. I have to do a supplimental application for UCLA, USC and SDSU. the ISC one is gonna be a killer and i have to mail it off sooooon.

on a side note, im estatic about the xmas parade, and travis's frame shop, i like it cause its a tradition i have. plus the desserts are soo good.

Im gonna be editing another video probably for Anderson, their cd is gonna be released in Germany in february, so the 2 of my videos might play on their MTV like channel, yeah super cool. ohh and the other video about the wand is cool, not done editing though.

Im tired. Im exctied about film school.

after writing about myself in the applications, i feel all full of myself, kinda funny.

I still owe eric 20$, sorry eirc, ill just pay you when you get home. its a bribe to come back soon.

I dont really enjoy hanging out with the VPDQ guys any more i think. they are kinda not my type, maybe its just cause searuh was with them last time i showed up. of coarse I do enjoy a lot of the guys a lot, but im over the parties for now, no more drama circles.

I am taking 6 classes next semester! just so i can get out of Mira costa in exactly 2 years, something that is almost unheard of. I really like the magic numbers, they make me happy.

Good night.,